Monday, December 31, 2007

True or just a Face?

Truth is the most important thing in any human relations, but it is the one thing lacking in this world.

Only because we cant see the truth in people and also transactions that anything ever goes wrong.

The worst bit is that sometimes, the truth does not even ever gonna reveal.



Millions of words and news goes around the world everyday, even every minute.

Each time someone speaks, there is a point, there is definately an effect, may be good or bad, may be kept in thoughts, may be forgotten.

Through words people expresses things, whether it be the truth or just a face.



Some people, the ones considered the best, says the truth and face the consequences, which are about to extinct in this complicated world.

Some people, just puts a face, where they definately do not mean it. This might be the good or the bad.

The good puts a face to avoid upsetting the people they love.

The bad puts a face to gain all the support they can, might say the worse things without knowing that it might ever get anywhere so deep in others.

This has a longer story behind, put yourself in a shoe where you constantly discovers betrayals, when it is heard, it hurts, its remembered, but sometimes maybe its not the best thing to bring it up.

why not? because of long term effects, sometimes even because that is all the person has left.

As you grow up, you are thought to move on, time will heal. Always true that it will be forgotten, whether it will heal, is a complete different formula, unknown formula of course.



Living in the world full of fakes, miserable, lies and definately not gonna get anywhere.

This new year, I pray that everyone will be happy and only true smiles and words should be seen or heard.



Happy New Years everyone! =)

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

wow.. 4 months gap..

hmm.. its been 4 months since i last wrote something..
well.. before this, its a fast-phase life.. now, its an overly slow n empty routine..

this is actually the first day of me being 'free' as in no responsibilities.. nothin..
my job is to bum around!
it felt great bein off from evthin.. for a while..

most ppl would actually like it.. i craved for it too durin exams..
but now, when im actually on hols, i ran out of things to do really quick!
alright.. few days to party, few days to catch up on ur sleep, then laze for a few days and the rest of the time, ull... er.. count days left til somethin happens.
how crap isnt it?
days goes by without u doin anything productive.. .. feelin er.. useless! =P

omg! finally leavin malaysia.. 8 months passed reli quick.. felt like i just started uni again ytd..
glad n sad it ended.. i cant wait to leave.. but at the same time, im sure i cant wait to get back here either when i leave.. hehe
mixed up feelings, bored of it, yet missing it! hehe

for those leavin with me, hehe lets test our friendship..
for those left here, er,... lets test our friendship too but ill sure miss u..
for both of the ppl, whatever the future holds, i would remember that u were once close to me =)
oh! somehow felt like sayin, good luck to everyone! hehe maybe coz i know this is the time when everyone is choosing their path in life.. *comfort and supportive hugZ**

Friday, January 12, 2007

a real smile?

how many people actually live?
you may be breathing.. walking..

Things happens everyday..
people get hurt everyday..
physical scars can be lasered, pshychiatric scars may never go away..
After that, they are never the same..

some really look forward to things in life but how many just goes on coz theres not much choice..
you may be breathing.. walkin.. but how many of them are actually living a life?

life is tough.. life is full of obstacles.. sometimes things can get really mean and unfair..
there is no one on earth that is happy about everythin in their life..
people gets hurt everyday.. p
how many of them actually just live life and not love life?
they smile when they think its time to smile..
they laugh when they think its time to laugh..
they act happy when they think they should be happy..

as people grow older.. they learn more n more lessons in life..
makin them understand and learn to move on quick..
not takin things too seriously.. ignoring coz probly they think thats d best thing to do for themself.
they become more selfish.. bitter.. ignorant..
yes, on the outer, everyone might seem happy n alright.. but are they really happy?

ask yourself, when was the last time you really really smiled?

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

never satisfied..??

a well balanced relationship, still unsatisfied..
above average grade, still unsatisfied..
minimal fights among family, still unsatisfied..
a reasonable income, stil unsatisfied..

wonderered why humans r never ever satisfied..

haha simple, coz we r greedy.. jealous of the better..
but in a way its good, if we were so easily satisfied..
there would be no motivation to become better..

alright, this is one of those subjective issues..
g' night!

Saturday, November 11, 2006

unreasonable day..

hmm.. girls.. ladies.. woman.. whichever u wana use..
we all came from d same planet.. we all just have freakin mood swings!
no matter how rational n reasonable our species is.. somehow, there r days where we just became sooo unreasonable.. sooo unhappy ... sooo annoyed at ev dam thing!

hahaha .. oh well..
its not tat guys dont get these days.. except tat when they do get these days, they just tend to sleep thru it.. but our species.. somehow cant sleep til we think we settled it for d day!
sigh.. woman..! hahaha

alright.. enough for today!

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Love and care..

Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.
Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?
If love isn't a game, why are there so many players?

Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
You can only go as far as you push!
Actions speak louder than words.
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.

Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us.
Good friends are like stars....you don't always see them, but you know they are always there.
Don't frown, you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
Everything is okay in the end.
If it's not okay, then it's not the end.
Most people walk in and out of your life, but only your loved ones leave footprints in your heart.

If u love something...let it go.
If it comes back to you its yours....
If it doesn't then it never was.

A kiss is just a kiss until u find the one you love.
A hug is just a hug until its from the one ur thinking of.
A dream is just a dream until u make it come true.
LOVE is just a word until its proven 2 u.

Lots are special in your life, even if they were the people who really make you mad sometimes.
Remember, every minute spent angry is sixty seconds of happiness wasted.

How true are the statements above.. sigh.. lots of people that you really care n love are not even there to be loved..
sometimes.. we just wana stand beside them.. we just wana b there when they need someone..
even that is hard to satisfy sometimes..

how many people care and love yet doesn't show them enough or at all..
true enough that actions speaks louder than words but in this society, are we supposed to just guess or assume who loves you or otherwise?

hmm... i hope those who i love and care about knows it well.. =)

Thursday, September 21, 2006

WTH!

wat is wrong with some ppl! do they just not know wat they're doing or they know its wrong but they just do it for f**kS!?

told her off.. warned her.. adviced her.. scolded her.. screamt at her.. threatened her.. convisticating things.. everythin is tried!!
its not torture.. its not commands.. its for her own good life n future..

this is as much as i can take it.. d rest.. d hell with u!! go n get it done urself! f**k off!